July 2010
Some days, I get such a sick feeling. Everything about my life seems so empty, so meaningless. Each minute holds something familiar, something I saw yesterday and the days before. Every second seems to drag on, and my heart feels so lonely. I feel so bored with my life and everything in it.
I just don’t feel like I know myself very well right now; so how can I be sure about anything? Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know; like I don’t belong in my own skin. And I get so frustrated at everything. I could just scream and there’s no reason for it.
Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss, is what dies inside of us while we live.
Inside out, i’m falling apart… just listen to the erratic beating of my heart. Don’t know how long I can take this pain, but I’ll try to hold on for as long as I can. I’m not okay and i’ve got something to say hear me out, hear me shout: i’m not fine today. I’m just trying to pick myself back up once again…
Life is so fucked up sometimes, i dont even know what im doing anymore. im so sick of fake smiling and hiding the tears.
regieee:
People don’t understand who you are, cause they don’t take a chance to know who you were that made you this way. They assume with their eyes but never understand with their mind.
im trying my best, but it fails everytime.
